Wow, it's really dreadful to have to wake up so early ( as early as 5.30am) every weekday and start off doing your tasks monotonously. Though the day is not too long but I don't start it right. Got to shout at my 'angels' again... Despite being angry so early in the morning, I still get them to say the prayers as usual coz I believe God is always listening and if you ask anything sincerely, HE will always grant it. Due to the shouting, I have got a very, very, very stiff neck until now ( 1500hrs). What to do, life still have to go on and I'll still have to face the world everyday. Hopefully this evening massage session ( at wayan retreat) will not only help to remove the fat on my tummy but also the stress on my mind.

Hopefully I'll be blessed with a better day tomorrow. Hopefully my 'angels' will behave like angels... Hopefully God will grant my prayers... Ameen....